Friday, August 28

Nothing else matters

The only thing that matters in this world is me. Everything else is what I've been taught by society since I was a kid to hold on to, nourish, account for blah blah blah - family, friends, world affairs, work and all the diurnal things we do.

As long as these thing satisfies our ego we feel good about them and we live obliviously thinking they are the purpose of our existance. We happily faily to recognize that we exist despite it all.

But the moment they no longer satisfy my ego which at some point they will in our lives, it dawned on me that perhaps the ONLY thing that matters is me. Perhaps a fallback mechanism to fulfill my ego?

All of a sudden I don't care a damn about anything else! Don't care about the past, the future, those nearby, those far away. It all fades away, in my mind atleast if not my actions. All this while I keep up with all of the bondages, etiquette and nicety towards these attachments without any thought or deliberation. They seem to have become part of my reflexes.

Perhaps my situation is similar to those for whome every square meal is a struggle. Nothing else matters to them but to satisfy the hunger. Why would anything matter when in dire need of basic needs.

Strange that it is in our nature to live for the present moment while we spend a lifetime living for the so call future no one knows about. And here I am doing my part thinking so much instead of living my present, a plausible proof to my depraved mind.

Now, what a load of crap this was :D. I need a life!



At Sunday, August 30, 2009 7:42:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

dont u think blogging is part of ur life(activities)

At Sunday, August 30, 2009 9:49:00 PM, Blogger Rakesh Vanamali said...

So, you've become detached it seems!

At Monday, August 31, 2009 8:33:00 PM, Blogger SamY said...

@anon: I seemed to blog only when I don't seem to have anything better to do in life :).

@rakesh: No clue! I was hinting thats probably the same with everyone even though we decline to recognize it.

At Monday, August 31, 2009 10:24:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

why do u blog? rather why people blog?

At Monday, August 31, 2009 11:52:00 PM, Blogger SamY said...

@anon: I blog to fill up some fill voids in my life, times when my brain wanders / doesn't know what else to do. Idle mind is a devil's workshop you see ;).

I don't blog when my mind is occupied.

I can't speak for others.


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