Out of place

Sometimes you stand watching the world only to a vertigo effect.

You are wide awake (not dreaming) but you feel like you are standing while the camera thatz focusing on you makes a vertigo effect. Its your mind which acts as the camera looking at you. The vertigo effect means that your mind knows the world around is distorted and it feels disorienting. Disturbed!

But then thats how reality is :). Just like all the others we pretend and cruise along.

All of a sudden I get this feeling that I don't know myself! I don't feel like myself. Crap, but still :D. It was probably the effect of being at the terrace, high above all :).