Things in life we hate to do
Life and our very existence is all ruled by our perception of the world. Put it plain & simply, we are dominated by our view of the world from within our shoes. That is fundamentally how we have been built, how our senses function and perhaps explains as to why we are the way we are :D.
We seldom recognize our inability or lack of conscience to put ourselves into others shoes and look at the events that have gone past. And then there are those amongst you and I who do :). After a lot of battle if I might add. It takes a lot of courage and sometimes it just comes with age ;).
But then there are these moments when you direly want to but you have been bluntly denied the right to understand, only given the choice (ironic *huh*) to accept things without even understanding them.
And then the inevitable. Despite your best efforts your only way out of it is to do the unthinkable. It seems so unethical, as if treason but at the same time it remains the hardest and consequently (& plausibly of course) the best decision in your life. So here I am having to make one of the most disheartening decisions in my life as tears leave my eyes murky, hoping (fingers crossed) that this is best for one and all.
*GOSH*, I wish I could go back in my life and change something in my past, for once and for the 1st time EVER. Never thought things to get down to this. Thats life I guess :).
Labels: Food for Thought